Stuck

Stuck
I was in love with you
I lived my life with and for you
But it’s over
And you’re gone
But I’m here
Stuck
In all that dancing and song
The travels for which I long
It’s all past
It’s all gone
And I forgot
What didn’t work
When we stopped at times to work
How I longed to move on
Not content to settle down
Didn’t want to hang around
Too afraid
My past
My pain
Afraid love wouldn’t last
That in a minute it would go
That I’d wake up
And l’d know
That it was all a fairy tale
And all of life would be so pale
So now I’m in this no man’s land
Of you’re not here
An empty end
No dreams
No games
No fairy tale
It all seems so very stale
So where’s my dream?
And where’s the sky?
So full of rainbows
Treasured nigh
Where’s my life?
And where’s my love?
What is it I am afraid of?
When do I stop?
When do I know?
That I am loved
There’s nowhere to go